depressed

i feel like i'm drowning and the light and air is so far away . My friends boyfriend broke up with her so he could be with me because he didn't really love her he was just desprate well thats wat my friends say i think he did love her but now she hates me and she makes me feel bad every chance she gets she thinks i stole him from her when i did not do anything and i keep trying to be patient with her i no she is really hurrt but i want 2 be her friend she just won't let me. and she also hurts me not only with words but hitting she chucked an eraser at my head it hit me below the eye and the bruise is still there i wish she would be my friend .some of my friends say i should forget about her because she's beening a bitch but i don't think so but i do no she'll never forgive me for wat i didn't do .i didn't ask him to break up ith her did i no i didn't.. ya I am soooooooo depressed :sad: